For a million, I've been trying that hard and it only set me thinking hardcore . To put words into actions, time cannot salvage the situation .
Fairy Dust .
7:24 PMFriday, December 4, 2009
"Tales of two ."
28 November 2009 . After morning shoot, Vivian and I stayed in The Scarlet Hotel watching Kungfu Panda and got bored to death but Vivian didn't stay and left with B not long after D came over .
I woke up reluctantly after sleeping less than an hour because of Bendick's consistency of pressing the doorbell . D sent me home and went Sentosa almost immediately . Ha ha ha ha, so cute .
デニス .
8:37 AMMonday, November 30, 2009
Twice, and so ?
Emergency.
3:59 AMSaturday, November 28, 2009
"If you'd ever believe how you could be extraordinary."
25 November 2009. Got to meet this girl more often for now, or I won't get to see her anymore once she starts working with loverboy in december hehe. She won't even want to spend her Christmas with me ?!
26 November 2009. After dinner with Niki and Jasmine, I caught Ninja Assassin with Weitze and his friends. I'd say its worth spending your time to watch it though I am not someone who'd go for such action packed movie but they'd all bought tickets for it earlier on, so shucks but thumbs up.
As much as I want to believe, I couldn't get out living by myself. And for the thousand and one times, I've been ranting in this space and wondering if you'd still bookmark it and read it every now and then. To the extent that you'd check up the dictionary for the words you don't know, and trying your utmost to understand me or even asking me about it. You're always that brave, to talk it out with me and changed me because I'd only chicken out. Having you around gave me so much more courage than I could ever imagine because I'm timid like this. These days, I want to see you so badly that I actually called you up and you should know this is not me. Feeling more than just terrible, I am sick I am sick I am sick now and my nose is dropping off from all those hardcore rubbing and sneezing and I know you won't bring me to the doctor like you'd. You won't bring me to school, you won't text me, you won't make me buy you dinner, you won't piss me off, you won't quarrel with me because I said I'd call you back later, you won't make me cook you noodles when I'm sleeping soundly, you won't make me admit how I could gave my friends up for you, you won't rush on a bicycle to bring me to the toilet, you won't get me Panadol when I'm drunk, you won't call me and talked through the night until you're so dead for work you won't you won't and so much more that I can tell it to you like a bedtime story because I could remember them so clearly. And this is us for now. Please don't ever say it again that I've changed because I'm still the old me for you. Its what made us up now that have changed. I've so much to tell you and yet there is so much about you that you won't fill me up with, only to hear it from others how you've been getting on these days. I've been telling myself that its not the time to regret yet because there'll be a chance to change so tell me if this is true. Among conversations of others which bears your name, you was never someone to be proud to have. But I understand best that you've never made me felt that way, and now the old you stays in me. Its our role to get things right, to be happy and I can never change you ever again. I've never tried letting you know, how much you meant to me and I can't possibly find a chance to say it to you anymore.
D.
6:05 PMTuesday, November 17, 2009
Me know you sad. Me not going to stop watching anime for you, but rush down City Hall find you. Me want cheer you up. Wait me.
Catastrophe .
12:00 AMSaturday, November 14, 2009
"Pick up those of whatever that's fallen and take a step back."
